The vested interests of a search engine...

Ever thought the search engines were just benign helpers...simply a means to an end?

Think no more!

Type in "failure" and check out the first link.

Then type in "French military victories" and see what happens.

There's a voice somewhere in the recesses of my mind whispering some programmer somewhere is just. a little. bored. :)

p.s. No political statements being made here. I'm just a benign helper. *teehee*

Free Derek Webb (with a little George Fox thrown in)

Just as a heads up to those who either don't know about derek webb or know about him and desire to see his perspective on following Christ have a larger audience. On September 1st, he's offering all the songs from his CD Mockingbird online for free: to listen and download and keep. He's hoping to start a conversation amongst others who have what I would term a "holy longing" for the church to be more than who we are...we know it's more than Sunday, we know God wants our lives, but we struggle with how to link up with and feel like a part of this thing, this real life we are compelled to seek. The website is here. And here are a couple thoughts from Derek from the webpage that might pique your interest about the project.

"i love music. i have grown up with music as a close confidant. and i believe in the power of music to move people. there's something remarkable about the way a melody can soften someone to a new idea.

as an artist (and often an agitator), this is something i am keenly aware of. my most recent record 'mockingbird' deals with many sensitive issues including poverty, war, and the basic ethics by which we live and deal with others. but i found that music has been an exceptional means by which to get this potentially difficult conversation going. and this is certainly an important moment for dialogue amongst people who disagree about how to best love and take care of people, to get into the nuances of the issues.

one of the things that excites me most about the future of our business is how easy it is becoming to deliver music to people who want to hear it. i heard a story once about keith green caring so much that people were able to hear and engage with his music that he gave it away for free, which was a very difficult and expensive thing to do at that time. it's actually never been as simple as it is today to connect music with music fans. and i want people to have a chance to listen to mockingbird and engage in the conversation.

so this is why, on september 1st, we're launching freederekwebb.com, a place where anyone can go online and not just hear but actually download, keep, and share 'mockingbird' completely for free. In addition, freederekwebb.com will give you an opportunity to invite your friends to download 'mockingbird' in order to get them in on the conversation as well.

we hope this bold campaign will provide a jumping off point for conversations about all of these issues, and communicate my commitment to playing my part in starting them. so please help us spread the word: on september 1st, 'mockingbird' will be set free!"

derek webb

As an addendum, my guys' Bible Study on Monday night looked at a snatch of the life of George Fox (founder of the Quakers), and he had a pretty incredible word to share in a letter to others that I'll share:

"It is my joy that you all be ordered and guided by the mighty power of God. Know the Voice that speaks, the sound of the words, and the power of them. For words without power destroy the simplicity...therefore, walk in the power of the Truth that the name of the Lord God may be glorified among you, his renown may be seen in you and among you, and all the world may be astonished, and the Lord admired in the ordering of his people who are guided by his wisdom."

If you haven't heard about this guy, ask me...the Society of Friends is clearly a different animal than it was in Fox's day, so that may color some of your thoughts in a negative sense, but this was a tremendous man of God.

Boyz N the Hood, 8MM, and the problem of poverty

In the past few weeks, I've seen two movies that pushed me into a painful spot, and I've been struggling with my thoughts (and even convictions!) since, and they still might not be terribly coherent, but isn't that what a blog is for? So here goes.

Both of these films revealed a world I do not know, yet painfully experienced over the course of their running. I struggle to put words to my emotions from these movies.

The first, Boyz N the Hood gave a realistic portrayal of the daily reality of living in South Central LA; drugs rampant, single mothers, a consistent sense of dis-ease (even in one's home), and the daily reality of death. It seems easy to me after seeing this movie how those who exist in this environment simply shut down emotionally and settle for surviving from day to day. Honestly, it gave me more ammunition to get angry (usually expressed in my inner self) when I hear the tired old lines like "the poor are poor because they're (lazy, won't pull themselves up by their bootstraps, immoral, insert a sweeping judgment)." It's just obvious to me that we are free to say these things when we don't immerse ourselves in the daily experience of those facing the daunting challenge of poverty and the devaluing of life...Josh Brown (and I'm sure others) call it the "Challenge of the Suburbs"; that we should be aware that many churches that claim to be working "for the good of the city" are really largely white, middle-class, and drive Acura SUVs and that their worship and dress screams that when others who do not fit the type enter the doors (are you listening, McLean Bible Church?). I pastor a country church, and it's just obvious to me what stands in the way of those struggling to make ends meet being a part of our community...the ethos bleeds middle-class. I mean, even when we talk about ministering to the poor or those who don't know Christ, it's as if we expect something immediately from them: "I gave you cash, why don't you get off your lazy *^& and get a job and succeed, for heaven's sake!" or "I'm investing my life in you, and you've got two more months of love from me before you have to make a decision to follow Christ...otherwise, I'm gone."

It seems to me the only way out of this is for us to be willing to enter into the discomfort and gray areas of humbling ourselves before and serving the poor and needy (all kinds of needs) all around us. Because we love them. Period. A willingness to consistently be there will stretch us beyond what we consider to be mission (chucking out a little cash, along with the annual soup kitchen visit) to recognize these are lives to give our lives for. Whether they accept what we have to offer or not. Because really, did Jesus meet instant success and sweeping acclamation by all he came into contact with? No...the guy was a status-quo-wrecker in a variety of ways. Sure, the countryside got turned upside-down by the fellow, but he was splitting families, hammering the rich, and showing a near "unholy" commitment to loving the poor and sick no matter what! Derek Webb addressed the middle-class comfort of the church within the boundaries of America I think in an incredible way:

"poverty is so hard to see
when it’s only on your tv and twenty miles across town
where we’re all living so good
that we moved out of Jesus’ neighborhood
where he’s hungry and not feeling so good
from going through our trash
he says, more than just your cash and coin
i want your time, i want your voice
i want the things you just can’t give me

so what must we do
here in the west we want to follow you
we speak the language and we keep all the rules
even a few we made up
come on and follow me
but sell your house, sell your suv
sell your stocks, sell your security
and give it to the poor
what is this, hey what’s the deal
i don’t sleep around and i don’t steal
i want the things you just can’t give me"

I continue to believe that Derek Webb makes ehhh...ok music with INCREDIBLE lyrics that need to be heard. In a Christian music scene dominated by mediocrity on both those counts, Webb is a clear breath of fresh air. I can handle less-than-stellar music if the words transform my lifestyle.

Just a couple thoughts from the peanut gallery...more on 8MM later. Sorry I didn't post for
awhile (for all six folks who read my thoughts) :)

I think I'll say one thing and let this rest for a bit: The problem of poverty is not simple, and cannot be solved by uncritically toeing the lines of either the liberal or conservative position. In fact, the problem is cyclical and can only be dealt with by a group of people seizing their calling from God to live with radical love and radical generosity and radical patience and energy to simply love others the way God loves them. A willingness to carry this out will stretch us to really grow in the multi-faceted response poverty demands. A good example of such a community (not a sweeping paradigm suggestion, an example) is this one in Philly:

The Simple Way

Their website has plenty of links to other communities undertaking the same endeavour.

Except for the point, the still point,
There would be no dance,
and there is only the dance.

-T.S. Eliot


God, help me to be still. And listen.
And be free to dance.